three sems left.

ONLY three semesters left before the academic phase of our medical education is over. Three semesters before we get to wear the white coat. Three semesters before we head out to the hospitals and deal with real patients. Reading this article, I feel both worried and excited at the same time -worried that I am still not ready but nevertheless, excited that I'd be closer to being a doctor. I guess I better make the most of my time left.

to my dearest A.

It has been one year today since we first met.
I have just taken a bath and was already fixing my bag when I saw you talking to Sir Daz about joining RAHA. I introduced my name and made that joke, ‘Roman god of war and Greek god of war.’ A year later, here we are my dear.
Thank you for making the past 365 days count.
I love you.

I've been found!

A found my blog! He even posted this on Facebook:

"I went to medicine because I wanted to help alleviate pain and suffering. I wanted to make a change in society. And this is the main reason why I walk the streets of Manila at night -to be able feel compassion and sympathy once again. To be a great doctor that I want to be."

>>> searching the net, i found this part of a blog... i'm happy and proud of her very generous heart but for me, her safety matters above all and i know she understands why i need to roar like a tiger every time she travels Sampaloc to Cainta at 1:00 a.m. <<<

I asked him how he stumbled upon this site, given that it isn't searchable using google, but he won't tell me. Nevertheless, I have a pretty good idea how he did.

it's legit!

AFTER five months of med school, here comes two weeks of legitimate rest and I intend to make the most out of it. Hey, it would be a couple of months again before I could rest. Here are the things I hope to do:

. attend high school homecoming
. change all my passwords
. finish my reading list
. shoot one year anniv super video
. create review index cards
. read Katzung
. RAHA duty
. visit National Museum
. bonsai
. lose weight!

happy and content.

THINGS always work out for the best.

for all we have and are.

IF I were to leave this place? Would they know about it?
If so, how long before? days? weeks? months? years?
or not at all...

help.

spiraling downwards again.