it's legit!

AFTER five months of med school, here comes two weeks of legitimate rest and I intend to make the most out of it. Hey, it would be a couple of months again before I could rest. Here are the things I hope to do:

. attend high school homecoming
. change all my passwords
. finish my reading list
. shoot one year anniv super video
. create review index cards
. read Katzung
. RAHA duty
. visit National Museum
. bonsai
. lose weight!

happy and content.

THINGS always work out for the best.

for all we have and are.

IF I were to leave this place? Would they know about it?
If so, how long before? days? weeks? months? years?
or not at all...

help.

spiraling downwards again.

never pass up on an opportunity.

I cannot skip opportunities. I am here to test my endurance and my focus against all temptations. -I have been following the diary of a Caribbean med student and found it quite insightful. I am enamored by his enthusiasm towards med school which also encourages me to work harder in med.

In one of his posts, he narrated how, at times, he felt like skipping review classes in exchange for a few hours of rest but kept reminding himself that he should grab every opportunity that comes his way. We had a review session for the YL5 students last night and honestly, earlier in the day, I was already thinking of ways to skipping it. I am not a really good teacher and I hate teaching. Also, I am not confident with what I know. Well, to cut the story short, I ended up teaching. Nevertheless, the experience was worth it. I am glad that I came.

on pancakes and coffee.

THEY say that med school is like needing to eat five pancakes everyday. If you don't eat your pancakes today, you have to eat more tomorrow. Guess what, it looks like I have 25 pancakes on my plate right now (not to mention the crumbs that have been piling up since last year).

I started this week with good intentions -read my books in advance, review my notes in the evening then annotate my trans the next day. The problem is, I have been falling asleep hours before my intended bed time and so, no work done. I guess I would have to pull an all nighter - all dayer for the next couple of days if I want to redeem myself. arrggh. yo ho ho and a pot of coffee!

sync.

I have already mentioned in my earlier posts that I keep a journal which contains entries that are more personal in nature. However, there are also some interesting things that I write down here that are not present in my journal -rather disorganized I might say. And so, I have decided to sync my journal with this blog. But of course, somethings are meant for certain eyes only.

In addition, I have decided that I would try to write at least once a week. Looking at my past notes, there are some important things that I have certainly missed out and, a few decades from now, will lose memory of.